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My Near-Death Experience

  Subject: God's Awakening, about 8:30
  Date:    Tue 13/08/2002 09:05

Port Ban, Iona As I woke I recalled the story of the potter's house I had read in Jeremiah yesterday, where the clay pot was reduced to a lump of clay by the potter, ready for reworking. I felt God say "So what about you? Are you willing for me to start again with you if I see fit?" What a scary question! How could I know what that would entail? Pushing aside the part of me that protested "But you have already built some good things into my life haven't you?" I decided to address the question, hypothetical or not. Slowly, like someone treading through a minefield, I began to vocalise my thoughts. "Lord, if that is going to happen I cannot go through that emptiness again unless I do so in the fullness of your presence. Please, don't take me anywhere where you are not. If I know your loving presence with me only then could I bear to go through that emptiness." I recalled last night's prayer meeting in which we had rested for a while in God's presence and I had found myself reflecting soberly on the implications of God making his presence manifest. "He who falls on the rock will be broken, but he on whom the rock falls will be crushed". Cheers God, what an attractive choice! But the latter choice leads only to annihilation; the former one leads to the prospect of full healing, presumably with the bones fitted together by the "divine surgeon" better than they had been before!

Last Tuesday, off the coast of Port Ban in Iona, I got a small taste of what it means to be broken on the rock. « read more here »

Lift

  Subject: Lift (nothing I can hold back)
  Date:    Treacle 2002 

This is quite a significant song in that it was the first fruit of Sue Bavister’s prophecy back in 2002 about my moving into a zone where I would write songs that would catch within the church. It was also the first of mine to be tried out in the context of a professional recording studio in the hands of a producer, as you will hear on the CD if you have got it. But hey, who needs a CD when you can catch my music first hand on mp3 from my new music archive – (cheers Chief Archiver Marki!) While it has not travelled as extensively and with as much impact as “Lose Myself” it has made an inroad into the youth culture of the Church via Lincoln’s TREACLE events. As a clear indicator of things to come and a pleasing delusion that I could extend my stay in the land of youth and pitch my tent in tir na nog I am thrilled with it! « read more here »

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